Sitting Still

Sitting Still

Learning to create henna tattoos

Art projects relating to poetry

Professional photos

Moving my classes online

Walks at the beach 

Watching nature

Being alone but being OK about it

How can this possibly work to bring Him to me?

But I know it will 

But I want him first

But he wants me to have me first

But I can’t sit still without him

But to have him 

I must sit still without him

This makes no sense

This makes perfect sense

I don’t believe it will work

But I know it will work

I will be happy in the process if I just do it

But I can’t sit still and do it

But I must sit still and do it

When I am in this process he will come to me

I just have to sit in the knowing of it while I become in love with me

So play with Guitarman, and Navy Officerman, and Microbiolgist man, and Car sales man

And have fun

Don’t think they are Him and it will be fun

And they help you sit still and 

Not wait

I hate waiting

So don’t